i think i just need a guy. any guy. someone that just keeps me occupied. i don't care if i really really do like him, because at this rate, i'll never get anywhere liking RYE for over two years on and off?

I am praying that some hotties blossomed over the summer at lowell. Forreal man. I need someone that isnt all scrawny. someone thats remotely close to a man?! jesus. grungey would be nice :D I wouldn't have to worry about looking good or anything like that. ah come on WORLD. Be nice to me for once. either get me a guy, or get me gary. WHICH IS EASIER TO YOU?! GAHHHHHHHHH.