Monday, March 06, 2006

I've totally fallen back into the I LOVE POP MUSIC phase. It's a guilty pleasure, I can't help it. There's something about the happy beats of Justin Timberlake songs that really make me sit in front of my computer and bop my head like an idiot. If my body is actually capable of dancing, I'm sure the head bopping is the nearest I can get to it.

People have been hooking up left and right this year. I have no action! Instead, I sit back and watch behind the sidelines at the semi-interesting relationships that are mushrooming around me. Wow what an image. Hathwell would be disgusted. A football field with male and female mushrooms coupling off.. ANYWAY. My point is that the most random people are going out with each other. I'm jealous. I have no action! I definitely don't need a relationship, but it'd be nice to so called "mix it up" once in a while. There is no one remotely intriguing in a more-than-friends way for me to like! Life gets boring when all you ever do is think about school.

I'll admit that I check out Mr. Schwarz at the beginning of class every day. Not in a creepy way or anything. I sort of look at his shirt and tie and see if they match. I don't remember every single outfit he wears, but I remember certain ties and shirts that I think flatter him. I also notice when he gets haircuts and shaves because he looks better with slightly long hair and some stuble. I think that literally sums up the only time I check out the opposite sex at school. That's pretty pathetic.

In case none of you guys caught this message in my past entries: I WANT A BOYFRIEND WITH A CAR. The car factor is not negotiable, but he must also fit into some currently undecided criteron. CAR CAR CAR DRIVE ME HOME!

I've always been a fleeting person when it comes to matters of the heart, or rather matters of the amygdala -_-. Isn't it ironic though that I can't handle change? It's not that I can't handle change, it's more that it takes me long time to adjust and that period of adjustment usually takes too damn long.

Can you believe that it's less than three months left? In no time, I'll be out of Lowell and in some college. o_O;; I'll be writing about my fears of the future. Gah.

Prefrontal lobe, please hurry and develop.

2 Comments:

Blogger Karen said...

On my way to math after Psych, Mr. Schwarz was walking in front of me and I immediately noticed his new haircut. I couldn't stop staring at his head!

I don't think I've ever seen him wearing that red shirt before. I thought it looked good with the striped tie he wore today. He was wearing his glasses too. :)

9:28 PM, March 06, 2006  
Blogger John Kim said...

i like this post better than others :)

9:45 PM, March 06, 2006  

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