The thing about long weekends is that you always think you have more time than you actually have. Somehow, I always fall into the procrastinating trap, leaving all my work until the Monday before school and freak out about all the work that I left piling up. I can't say I had a lot of fun this weekend. It was all very tiring and I might have faired better if I stayed home on Friday and Saturday and then done something fun on Sunday. But it was really nice to see friends again. I really wish I could balance both. I know a lot of other people can, but I know I can't.

It's really tiring during that time of the month. I feel so emotionally and physically drained. I wish it would all just GO AWAY damn it. I have a lot of homework, but I'm too tired to do it. After this post, I'll end up sitting in front of the computer, trying to get something done, but will probably get distracted by some stupid shits.

Feeling like shit/feeling emo SUCKSSsssssss. It's such a lame feeling man. It's like quick sand; the harder you try to get out of it, the more you get sucked in. The best thing I can do is occupy myself with something else. I need some new music.