I had a good day. After school that is.

I went to Zephyr to do hw, but got distracted by Jay and then later Marilyn who ironically also came to do hw. Instead of doing anything remotely productive, we talked for nearly four hours about the most random shit.

Normally, my conversations with people are about academics or school, so it was just amazing to talk about random shit with people I hardly get to see and talk to.

I also realized today that Lowell made me EVEN more squirmish about touching and being touched. Like, wth? Why is it so weird to get a hug? Man, I am totally deprived of hugs.

I can't go up to my friends and hug them! They would look at me like strangely and then make fun of me about it later.

:( I need some physical affection man. I'm not a robot even though it seems like it. -_-

Funny: embrace = hug, but hug sounds less harmless than embrace. embrace has like.. a lover's connotation attached right? haha