Maybe I think you're cute and funny

... maybe I wanna do what bunnies do with you

if you know what I mean.

"You don't like ANY girl that I'm friends with huh?"

Nope, I don't. But that's your fault for still taking/texting JA who now has a boyfriend. Which you probably think makes it okay for you to keep talking to her. But it's not. It's not because I'm jealous of her. She's not that attractive and I just know that I'm not looking to be anything that she is. Maybe I want to be more secure I guess, but I'm not sure that I can be.

This all started several months ago when I caught you texting her and ignoring my texts, apparently reminiscing on your past relationship. Just remember: rosy retrospection. I mean, it sucks, but I can't absolutely hate you for it since I do similar things. I find other guys to replace you when you're giving me the attention I need. I'm pragmatic. I have my other options opens at least a little.

One of these days, when you finally decide that I'm more important than her, then maybe, maybe I won't be so insecure. In the mean time, I'm sitting in your room once again, typing in this thing, calling my other options and telling them feeling sick and listening to them offer to baby me and take care of me because you don't do that.

On a brighter note, I loved the Ingrid Michaelson concert. It's too bad I took you instead of Andrew since you didn't enjoy it all that much. Too bad so sad. Our relationship is just filled with these "it was nice, but not the greatest" moments. Why do we have so much fun with other people? There's gotta be something wrong.