Honestly, if you can move on so quickly, it just didn't mean anything to you to begin with. And that is very unfortunate. And it is very painful to think about. All of it. Whether or not what you have with her will last, it kills me that you chose her. That part is honestly unforgivable. No matter what that is unforgivable. My self worth is much higher than that.

Honestly, I can tell that it didn't mean as much to you as it did to me. And you know what? I would take it back if I could. I would honestly take it all back if I could. This isn't a mistake that I could have learned. I can't help who I am and you just didn't want it. I can't learn from that. Because learning from that would mean I would change myself to fit whatever you desired and that is not acceptable.

Honestly, I'm okay. Maybe a little tired, but I am better off now without you. Finally I can see that. Relationships are supposed to be easier than the crap we went through. To some degree it just has to work. The only hard part is to fight the situations in life that keep you apart, not fight to stay together. This is life.

You're a horrible person, but I still thank you for teaching me about life. However inadvertently it was, I still appreciate the fact that I am more mature now. I feel a little sorry for you, though. I'm not sure you learned anything at all. Before I would have accepted that because I loved you. But why accept failures in others when I don't accept failure for myself? Better is out there.