I think it's been about two weeks since work ended and I still really miss Robin. I just miss having a person to talk to at around 4-6 in the afternoon. Being stuck somewhere with someone and having no one else but kids to talk to allows two people to get to know each other. It would have been cool if he was like a life long friend. Or someone that I knew I'd keep in touch with forever. It's obvious that I need his presense more than he would need mine, but hey, I'm selfish. Gah. I don't even like him or anything, I just want to talk to him, and make fun of him. He's one of the only adults that didn't make me feel little compared to them. Probably because he still acts like a teenager, but nevertheless, it was quite comforting at work. Would it be weak on my part to call him? Yeah that'd be quite inappropriate.. Maybe I'll bump into him someday.. out on the streets. I'm so pathetic that my head turns around so fast when I hear a motorcycle that I swear I can get whip lash. Everytime I pass a motorcycle, I check to see if it looks like his. In all honesty, I don't remember what his bike looks like.. but I know I'd recognize it if I saw it. Man, how can i forget the person that gave me my first ride on a motorcycle? I feel so pathetic still being upset about not being able to talk to him.

I also feel pathetic because I try to talk to Gary. I would rather talk to Robin over Gary ANY day. So Gary is an inadequate substitute..