I have come to the conclusion that I fear sleeping.. at least a little bit.
It's not so much that I'm afraid of the sleeping itself, but rather the moments preceding actual slumber. I do my best thinking in the bathroom and my deepest analyzing before I fall asleep. I guess it's obvious that I'm afraid of the thinking that I usually do before I fall asleep. With school and college apps right around the corner, I tend to lie awake freaking myself out.
So what I do is stay up as late as possible so that I fall into my bed exhausted, falling asleep instantly. I hear that's actually really bad for you. It means your sleep cycle is fucked up or something along those lines.
I'm going to finish disgrace later today. I've decided. That will give me a few days to read Atonement. Seriously, I love reading, but I hate holding a book to read. I also hate bending my neck downwards to read. I also hate reading long things on a screen. They need to create some kind of super light-weight paper that books can be printed on so I can enjoy reading without straining my hardly-ever-challenged muscles.
I decided that I want to try Acuvue Advance with Hydraclear. Now I just need to find an optomotrsit that will let me try a trial pair, and then buy the rest online, where it's dirt cheap and literally half the price!
I feel tired, physically. I think that should be good enough to make me fall asleep. If not, I can always turn the computer back on and watch Gilmore Girls like the loser I am. I have to admit that the storyline sucks and that the acting is mediocre, but there's just something so intriguing about the show. I guess what I like most is the fast talking and annoying attempts of witty dialogue. All of it is just kinda funny to me. It's also a plus that the characters happen to be attractive.
Why do people say I'm shallow for watching a show because the people are attractive? I mean, isn't everyone more drawn to attractive things? I'm drawn to the TV show because of attractive people. And I learn to like the show because I watch it so damn much. eh.
Kelly Clarkson has a really great voice. Pretty wide vocal range and a strong voice. Some singers have a wide range, but their voices don't project well. Kelly Clarkson can really belt it out!
I think I'm good at making compilation CDs for myself to listen to on the bus.
Random: I like listening to stuff on the bus because... 1. It keeps me from eavsdropping 2. People probably wonder what kind of stuff I'm listening to, and I think it's funny that people wonder about you. 3. to be continued.
It's not so much that I'm afraid of the sleeping itself, but rather the moments preceding actual slumber. I do my best thinking in the bathroom and my deepest analyzing before I fall asleep. I guess it's obvious that I'm afraid of the thinking that I usually do before I fall asleep. With school and college apps right around the corner, I tend to lie awake freaking myself out.
So what I do is stay up as late as possible so that I fall into my bed exhausted, falling asleep instantly. I hear that's actually really bad for you. It means your sleep cycle is fucked up or something along those lines.
I'm going to finish disgrace later today. I've decided. That will give me a few days to read Atonement. Seriously, I love reading, but I hate holding a book to read. I also hate bending my neck downwards to read. I also hate reading long things on a screen. They need to create some kind of super light-weight paper that books can be printed on so I can enjoy reading without straining my hardly-ever-challenged muscles.
I decided that I want to try Acuvue Advance with Hydraclear. Now I just need to find an optomotrsit that will let me try a trial pair, and then buy the rest online, where it's dirt cheap and literally half the price!
I feel tired, physically. I think that should be good enough to make me fall asleep. If not, I can always turn the computer back on and watch Gilmore Girls like the loser I am. I have to admit that the storyline sucks and that the acting is mediocre, but there's just something so intriguing about the show. I guess what I like most is the fast talking and annoying attempts of witty dialogue. All of it is just kinda funny to me. It's also a plus that the characters happen to be attractive.
Why do people say I'm shallow for watching a show because the people are attractive? I mean, isn't everyone more drawn to attractive things? I'm drawn to the TV show because of attractive people. And I learn to like the show because I watch it so damn much. eh.
Kelly Clarkson has a really great voice. Pretty wide vocal range and a strong voice. Some singers have a wide range, but their voices don't project well. Kelly Clarkson can really belt it out!
I think I'm good at making compilation CDs for myself to listen to on the bus.
Random: I like listening to stuff on the bus because... 1. It keeps me from eavsdropping 2. People probably wonder what kind of stuff I'm listening to, and I think it's funny that people wonder about you. 3. to be continued.
1 Comments:
what the. gross. how do you take so long in the bathroom that you actually think about that kind of stuff. i'll beat up that creep for you next time. :D and you should be careful. rye might somehow find your blog.
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