It really sucks when you try really hard, but no matter what you do, it's just not good enough. I'm not talking about school or work or anything like that. I'm talking about how I perceive the moments before death to be like. Or.. that's how it seems like from the sidelines.

I wonder if there really is that moment before you die when you have a flashback of all the milestones in your life, or if you really do see a bright light.

As each day passes, I realize more and more that school isn't and shouldn't be my number one priority. Where ever I'm at right now will just have to be enough.

I'm feeling very incoherent right now.