It's been over a month since the break up. I wonder if G noticed that two days ago would have been our 11 months. We are still in limbo. Together, but not in a relationship, with technically no obligation of exclusivity to each other. It's been harder for me to commit to that than he has I think. There's a guy that's been chasing after me who may just be the nicest one yet. Genuinely nice, not just courteous. I think he's trying to mend those broken pieces from when G and I broke up, but it's just really unfair to him that I can't reciprocate. Such is life.

But I don't want to lose his attention or friendship, and we all know that it's pretty impossible to be friends with someone you want or like, so I don't think this will last very long. Another lost friend? I hope not.