Random Thoughts #3
Everyone has been getting sick lately. I wish I got a flu shot this year. Damn it. I'm really afraid of getting sick because missing school sucks. Speaking of ailments, I've been having headaches every single day. I always feel so sick from headaches. My muscles ache even though I don't do any sort of physical activity besides rushing through the halls to get to my classes.
I just looked back at my FRQ and I can't see why I got a 6. I don't know what I need to do to get another 6 or higher. That's stupid.
I really need another Bic Round Stic Fine pen. DAMN IT. I need it in black and blue would be nice too but I need it in black.
I always feel like my life is falling apart. o_O;; It's so irrational but I just feel that way. I'll get over it.
"Just quit Chinese Club, it's not worth it"
but... I can't let everyone down
"What's more important? Your grades, or a club?"
but I feel obligated. And the guilt from quitting would kill me
"Quit the GSA then"
I can't let Jack down..
"Is that the only reason?"
I feel like it's all work and no fun these days... and I haven't made any connections with these new members...
"Stop killing yourself for school"
No matter what, I can't NOT care about school. I feel bad for not doing homework.
You're such a dumbass
yeah I'm aware of that, but I can't seem to change
You're in control of your own life
it doesn't feel like it
School isn't everything
that's hard to believe. there are so many contradicting ideas
You need to have fun
i'd rather sleep sometimes...
You're such a flake
it's because i'm probably sleeping
I love my mom. She does everything for me. My dad does everything for me, too. I hope I can be this selfless when I grow older. Thank you, partental units.
blood is thicker than water. what does water have to do with anything? just because family doesn't understand, doesn't mean family doesn't care. they care more about you than your friends, even if your friends act like they care about you. keep in mind that some friends are like family.
I wish there was a protective layer I can wear over my hands.. it should be something that allows my hands to function yet also keep them nice and warm.
I want sleep. I want to be freeeeeeeeeeeee
I bought a winterball dress, but i'm not going. so I guess I bought a dress.
i want a new camera with faster shutter speed.
CHINA BUDDIES I miss you guys. sorry for not picking up your calls.
It's all falling apart.
Why doesn't anything last forever!
My eyes hurt all the time. they are dry and itchy. tears sting my face. why do tears hurt? i rub my eyes too much. my face is dry because of the weather.
PIE PIE PIE, apple.
I just looked back at my FRQ and I can't see why I got a 6. I don't know what I need to do to get another 6 or higher. That's stupid.
I really need another Bic Round Stic Fine pen. DAMN IT. I need it in black and blue would be nice too but I need it in black.
I always feel like my life is falling apart. o_O;; It's so irrational but I just feel that way. I'll get over it.
"Just quit Chinese Club, it's not worth it"
but... I can't let everyone down
"What's more important? Your grades, or a club?"
but I feel obligated. And the guilt from quitting would kill me
"Quit the GSA then"
I can't let Jack down..
"Is that the only reason?"
I feel like it's all work and no fun these days... and I haven't made any connections with these new members...
"Stop killing yourself for school"
No matter what, I can't NOT care about school. I feel bad for not doing homework.
You're such a dumbass
yeah I'm aware of that, but I can't seem to change
You're in control of your own life
it doesn't feel like it
School isn't everything
that's hard to believe. there are so many contradicting ideas
You need to have fun
i'd rather sleep sometimes...
You're such a flake
it's because i'm probably sleeping
I love my mom. She does everything for me. My dad does everything for me, too. I hope I can be this selfless when I grow older. Thank you, partental units.
blood is thicker than water. what does water have to do with anything? just because family doesn't understand, doesn't mean family doesn't care. they care more about you than your friends, even if your friends act like they care about you. keep in mind that some friends are like family.
I wish there was a protective layer I can wear over my hands.. it should be something that allows my hands to function yet also keep them nice and warm.
I want sleep. I want to be freeeeeeeeeeeee
I bought a winterball dress, but i'm not going. so I guess I bought a dress.
i want a new camera with faster shutter speed.
CHINA BUDDIES I miss you guys. sorry for not picking up your calls.
It's all falling apart.
Why doesn't anything last forever!
My eyes hurt all the time. they are dry and itchy. tears sting my face. why do tears hurt? i rub my eyes too much. my face is dry because of the weather.
PIE PIE PIE, apple.
3 Comments:
what are your priorities? what's your goal? what's the point of doing all this? you can buy a dress but not a pen. good game. buy on of those fuzzy little girly gloves. oh yeah. if you were in control of your life none of those would be happening, no?
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i thought someone else commented but it was just me. stop being a weirdo and get people to comment on this. well not this entry. but your blog. noob.
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